Monday, November 4, 2013

Nov. 3, 2013 11:59 First letter from Illinois. It doesn't matter where but how you serve you're mission!

                                                              
                                                                                 This is her address for now               
Nov. 3, 2013  11:59                                                     4438 S. Kilpatrick Ave.
                                                                                      Chicago, Illinios 60632-4341
Hello my FAMILIA!!                                        She said letters should take 3-4 days ;)
                                                                  Packages will probably get stolen here.      
                                                              You can mail anything to the mission home at
                                                                                     800 Waukegan Rd. Ste 203
                                                                                       Glenview, Illinois 60025
 
Holy cow, I wanted sooooo bad to talk to you longer at the airport. AHHH, I was like crying on my way into the plane, its HARD talking to you guys.. ha ha but its the Best too.
Okay, this week, much to say in sooooo little time. First is my mission president is AWESOME, I love him and his wife they are soooooo in tune with the spirit and they are sooo sweet. The first night we got here we had some Chicago Pizza, and all of us were like dead, I have never been so tired in my WHOLE entire LIFE! but the pizza was great.. ja ja.
My companion.... She is a hard hard worker, shes not the happiest person in the world, but we work hard and she is fluent in Spanish.
Chicago, I am going to be quite honest, I do not like it very much. The sky is always grey, the buildings are ALL old old old, and so are the houses. I am in an area called Midway. South Chicago, TONS TONS TONS of black people, TONS of Hispanics.
 
I thought EVERY mission fit under this, either a really really really COOL place (like Europe, south America,... beautiful ... etc) or you have the loving accepting people. Well, I am here to say Chicago, is neither. The area, is one of the scariest, darkest, saddest places I have ever been in. And quite honestly, the people match the place, they are either rude, or Very catholic. That's how it goes here.
 Its hard, my companion opened this new area last transfer, and so this week TOTAL we have taught 4 lessons. 2 in Ingles and 2 in Espanol. And the rest of the time, we are knocking doors, on the bus talking to people, or walking to potential houses with them telling us they don't want to hear our message.
  It is really hard, my companion isn't very happy. Literally EVERYWHERE surrounding us is seriousness and sadness. So, basically it's the hardest thing ever. I have wondered SO many times why I am here, when no one even looks at me, or even knows who I am, or doesn't even care that we have THE greatest message they will ever hear in their WHOLE lives. So basically, all week I have been praying to like the area and love the people I serve
  You'll be pleased to know that I have made some progress, now, I don't hate the area! Yay! ... I just don't like it! I know! ha ha, step up right?
There have been two songs that have been playing over and over again in my head, and one was Savior Redeemer of My Soul. (from 17 miracles), the line where it says "Make me more worthy, of thy love. And fit me for the courts above" The reason I am doing this, is because I want to be more worthy of Heavenly Fathers love.
 It doesn't matter where I serve, it matters HOW I serve. On Wednesday when I realized this I have been MUCH happier because I realize that it really doesn't matter.
 
You'll be proud to know that not once have I complained out loud, I smile/talk/wave to EVERY person there is. (my thoughts are a little different)... but I am really trying hard to be sooo positive.
The other line that is going through my head is from Joseph King of Dreams- "You Know Better Than I". Heavenly Father knows why I am here. And He called me here, so I WILL FINISH His mission, because he called me here. Even though most times I do not want to go into the freezing weather, and I do not want to go get rejected. I will go serve His mission happily.
 My theme on Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday was Fake It Til Ya Make It! Now it is, It doesn't matter WHERE you go, but HOW you go! I love you my family. Thank you for the prayers! I am so glad to hear everyone is doing well! Sorry time is running low!
LOVE YOU!
Hna Hammond
                        Hermana Hammond & her trainer Hermana Felt from Salt lake City Brittany says she is glad that her companion will wake up with her to exercise!





                                               This one was just for fun!

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